Wednesday, August 26, 2009
life is so random
and you never know
how things will turn out
i would never think the things
i went through or the things
ive seen of the 18 yrs i lived
i would actually go through
its funny...you just never know what the future holds or what it has in store for you, and its an interesting/fun journey to go through and find out.
anyways .... this is so weird i want to pinch myself a million times to be like is this for real hahaaaa...BUTTTTTTTT anyway im really happy. this is reallyyy random today this summer my lifeeeeee.......i dunnnnoooo but yeahhh im gonnaaa get reallly corny........ im like blushing as write this right now but.....
i wannnnaaaaa make sure i remember today. and even thoughhh we just met sorta , i feel really comfortable with youuuuu but at the same time shy idk how that works but yeahhhhh but i like how you played things out. blah blah blahh i feel corny so im gonna stop gooooodnight.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
went to the britney concert with my stepdad and his nephew. wasnt feelin up for it cos i was tired so i didnt even really care but yeah she was preety good i guess her opening acts was wack except for ms jordin sparks...she wus the bombbb. and yea kristina deGARbarge and onecal opened up for her as well they both suck balls. but jordin sparks was amaaaazin :) . errrm earlier walked to w4 wit my biff to the marc jacobs store . bough a wallet and i was lookin for my fedora which i havent found any that look nice on me yet. and then walked back home which was torture....the weather was killin it for me ! so i bought a jamba juice- pina colada which was the bizness!!
anyway my fave song from her is sometimes-britney spears. and boys the remix with pharell
''I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know''
argh im coughin up a lung righ now....
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
today woke up really late , around 2ish. mommy cleaned my bathroom so i was surprised to walk into a clean and spotless shiny bathroom. was so happy , after she took me to macys to buy my bedsheets and i picked the color pink and my mom was like 'are you ever gonna grow out of that color' haha i always pick pink...watev! pink is the buisnessss. and then did a lil shopping here and there bought a few shirts and what not. after we walked my dogs and then wen out with my friend to grab some sushi and fried icecream. walked so much then i ended up on 14st and called my girl out cause i didnt wanna go home just yet so we walked all the way to st marks and back and grabbed some bubble tea and talked some nonsense. anywayys..so like yeah thats what i preety much did today. my nails are pink right now and my toes are neutral. lalalalaaaa~ im really happyyyy these days and smiley :) .
''Cause he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly because
His light it shines so bright I wouldn't lie (no)ohhhhhhhhh!''
the truth-india arie
... whatever happens , happens....but right now i know you makeeeee me :) ~
Friday, August 21, 2009
im so bored ... on a FRIDAY NIGHT! fuck my life yo. hahaaaa i could of been out but my ass is helllaaaa lazy to move outta my box that i call my room. ANYWAAAAAAY yeah just finished watching true blood. that show doesnt tickle my fancy the way it use to. i use to be glued to the screen but now im like 'EHHH' what evs......
so like i need a job. A - SAP but whatever im about to go to the kitchen drink some of my diet pepsi and calll it a night, and its only 11 ; 20 the earliest ive slept this whole summer but schools so near why not fix my sleeping pattern now especially since i have nothing better to do but dream :) *tehhehehe. oh yeah before i sleep i think ima paint my nails, i had its teal green but i took it off. im think of painting it a nude color! what ya think? good...?? yeah i think good to.
okay young world, good night.
''fuck em, cause they don't know shit.what really matters is being your self.''
- do what makes YOU happy, and if people have something to say about it, good or bad ...who cares, as long as your doing you.
p.s this is not relating to drugs tho, if thats what makes you happy or killing people...ect .... yeah then your just psycho and people actually do have to say something about it!
so last night was fun. its always fun being a hot mess every once in awhile haha. it was to hot there tho seriously i though i was gonna die or pass out after moving around so much. also made some new friends which is always a good thing. my stepdad just left for florida and im preeeeety happy about that but everytime he leaves im not allowed out because i have to watch the kids ( my dogs ) so i guess im stuck at home but im okay with that cos im preety tired and exhausted but im sure later tonight ill be ready again to go out but oh well i guess ill just keep my mom company tonight and the kids sigh. lol. i was gonna go party it up again for my girlfriends birthday at sambuca but whatev i dont even like sambuca because i dont get boogie with the salsa and merengue , bachata buisness. sorry not my thing. anyway im so stoked to see what were ordering for lunch today. its kind of a thing when my stepdad goes away , we order out and no more of the nastyness pasta haha. seriously if ur gonna make pasta atleast add some flava ! im thinking paninis yummmy. well summers almost over and in less then two weeks i start school again. im semi excited only because im happy to see people i havent seen in awhile but at the same time im still in that summer state of mind where i dont give a care in the world , sleep late or actually early as in 5 in the morning and not doing a damn thing everyday which reminds me i have to do my laundry later my shit of clothes are piling up into mount everest ! other than that lifes good, im happy and just enjoying every single day of my life.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
woke up at 8am to eat a chocolate frosted doughnut then went straight back too bedd. now im up and waiting for my mom so i can get some money and head over to queens to chill with my bessssts . shes turning 19. we've been bestfriends since gradeschool and were still tighter then ever even though she lives all the way in the island :(. but its funny how we can not see eachother for months and then when i do get to see her its lik i saw her yesterday but yeah shes always been there for me and knows almost every detail of my life. she is the most independent girl i know and i wish her the best in everything and i hope she has a good night tonight . love the beeetchhh ;) . anyway right now im bored watching definitely,maybe. i love that movie and isla fisher. it sucks how like so much time was wasted when he could of just been with her but he wasted his time with those biatches. i guess sometimes thats how life works tho, if its right or meant to be it will eventually fall into place when its suppose to.
my throat still hurts what the fuck. and im hungry again roaar. someone upgrade my fridge please and i will love you forever.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
i cannot express how tired i am! hobeeejeeeezus. i walk to much seriously i am going m.i.a for awhile...sike, i feel like i never get a break anymore to just sit down. anyways i went to highlanes today which is in the meat packing district. really nice and chill place especially at night and well to tan as well. check out my flickr for my fotos of it. anyway then walked some more to the marc jacobs store, chelsea piers and ate at the frying pan which was amazingly yummy they have the best fries i ever had ! anyways tommorows my best friends birthday which will be another eventful day :) * so im resting the rest of the night so i can party all night long tommorow <3
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
bought it from vicky secret. sure is luminous. and very glittttery. smells good to. got cherry blossom lotion to i like love that cherrry blossom stuff
anyways today just went with my friend to his job training thing and my other friend is moving into her new apt soon. feeels lik we wer jst in 8th grd everyones moving on so fast with there life.. anyway im lazy to blog into that so yeah.
my arm hurts wtf anyway im preety lazy to blog right now just updating quickly. nothing to exciting happened today just did late night swimming playing sharades with my friends and we made up nickname for eachother i am cellulite sally , my friend jade is fat al, eliza is skinnybinny and morgan is bullemic betty...dnt ask but yeah. anyways
xoxo, yours truly,
Sunday, August 16, 2009
''If you were falling, then I would catch you
You need a light, I'd find a match
Cuz I love the way you say good morning
And you take me the way I am
If you are chilly, here take my sweater
Your head is aching; I'll make it better
Cuz I love the way you call me baby
And you take me the way I am
I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair
Sew on patches to all you tear
Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am
You take me the way I am
You take me the way I am''
i did absolutely nothing today. btw isnt that sweeT? buying rogane for your boo cos there hair is fallin off...nice one.