Sunday, November 22, 2009

im good, im gone!

hellloooo .... havent updated this in awhile. since ive beeen tumblin away haha. anways so im sick sick sicky right now :( MMM stayed at school in my dormitory over the weekend for the first time since this semester and if my b o y f didnt stay to keep me company i think i would die of boredem, and not just that the food sucks here and the chinese food i ordered last night sucked well it didnt suck, but it didnt satisfy me !
my birthday is a feeww days and so is my threeeeee months thinggg with my bf which is on the same day as my birthday as well as it being thanks giving. im not that excited lol but i swear when im 21 i will be !

its really hot in my room right now yawn , i cut back on smoking.... to the point where i dont even really have to smoke or anything which is a goood thing because ciggerettes are such a waste of money and i must say its a bad addiction as well as a nasty one too. i hate the smelll it leaves and so on......

cant wait to go shopping as well, i havent gone shopping in forever

Friday, September 25, 2009


made a tumblr

Wednesday, September 2, 2009


so its back to school.baack to resisting the urge to fall asleep in class. studying and doing homework. bleh. im dorming this semester tho and the rules really suck. oh well. im aiming for SUPERfragilistic amazing grades tho =). i wanna transfer but my mom wont let me -_-. i feel like im stuck on an island and i miss the city dearly !! im prolly gonna go home this weekend, i miss my dogs and bed and my mac computer ! my mom stuck me with this ugly black laptop!! looks like a boys computer -_- even more with the sticker my bf gave me to put on it. its a sticker of a brass knuckle which reminds me i forgot to bring one of my fave necklaces to school which is a brassknuckle hanging from a chain.its super cuteee! one of the flaws of dorming, when you want something but its all the way home -_-. oh well on a brighter note i dont have to wake up so early to go to class and my closet looks really cute . my dorm is super pink and yeah ! i guess thats about it cant wait till all my books i ordered from amazon come in so i can start gettin on track. hmmm ....idk what to wear tmrw . and i just ordered chinese food. also i have to tmobile store to upgrade my cell, and blah thats alll....

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

if life gives you lemons.....

life is so random
and you never know
how things will turn out
i would never think the things
i went through or the things
ive seen of the 18 yrs i lived
i would actually go through
or see......

its just never know what the future holds or what it has in store for you, and its an interesting/fun journey to go through and find out.

anyways .... this is so weird i want to pinch myself a million times to be like is this for real hahaaaa...BUTTTTTTTT anyway im really happy. this is reallyyy random today this summer my lifeeeeee.......i dunnnnoooo but yeahhh im gonnaaa get reallly corny........ im like blushing as write this right now but.....

i wannnnaaaaa make sure i remember today. and even thoughhh we just met sorta , i feel really comfortable with youuuuu but at the same time shy idk how that works but yeahhhhh but i like how you played things out. blah blah blahh i feel corny so im gonna stop gooooodnight.